views: 55348 times Sometimes I wish I would just die young under tragic circumstances, so that everyone would remember me for everything that I could have been, instead of growing old and failing to live up to their expectations.
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As sad as it sounds, I think this is quite true. In my life, I have made and have been made so much expectations that I now find myself slowly slipping away from these expectations.
Am I not trying hard enough? Or did I just gave up trying?
I don't know. But I know for now, all I can do is to keep lowering the expectation I had for myself. Yes, as pathetic as it sounds, it actually keeps me from feeling like a loser.
For some reason, I always think that the grass over the other side is greener and kept wondering if I have made the right choice in my life. But I guess, you do not get a second chance in life.

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